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Make My Decision Lord

Dear Father in Heaven All honour and glory to you, who have blessed me with so much love, as well as given me so much grace and mercy the past 52 years in existence, There is no one like you, for you are the Messiah, the King of all Kings, the Ruler of this universe which you created. You sent your Son, Jesus Christ to die for me and my brothers and sisters so that our sins could be washed away. Jesus,  Tonight, I am disturbed by the fact that I can't make a decision. I don't know if the decision I would make is in accordance to my mind or to my heart.  “ Trust in the Lord with all your heart, and do not lean on your own understanding. In all your ways acknowledge Him, and He will make your paths straight. ” (Proverbs 3:5-6).  This verse tells me that I have to have Faith in you; that whatever decisions I make with regards to wanting to know you, it will be a good decision. I find it hard to explain this little urge in my heart to get to know you better a
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The MCO Symdrome

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All honour and glory to you, Father in heaven.  Today, 9 May 2020 marks the 8th week the Movement Control Order (MCO) was implemented in Malaysia. It has been a tumultuous eight weeks for me, Father, as I have been working hard - perhaps too hard for my kids - all 125 of them - who are now in their hometowns. Lord, you are omniscient, and so you know what I am going through. Today went pretty well for me, actually despite the work I had to do for my students who will be taking their major exam next year (postponed from this year). I was overall calm, and managed to trim the grass in my garden for about half-an-hour. That's good enough. I'm thankful, dear God that I've a garden for me to enjoy compared to my neighbours. The weather wasn't too hot, thankfully. I suppose, you knew I dislike to sweat too much. After all, I've been sweating even without physically working outside. My eyes have been very tired in recent weeks. Despite putting eye drops, it'
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